Thursday 1 November 2012

Horror


‘A picture is worth a thousand words.’

Or so they say.

If you’re using words to describe an image, there is simply no amount you can string together to give someone the entirety of the scene in 3D visual colour (unless perhaps you and the other person are colour blind, but even then it falls short of the mark).

I find the best way of accurately describing anything is not through words or through images, but through experiences.  People, expressions, colours, the breeze even… is never the same in photographs as it is to see it, feel it, taste it, hear it or smell it. The tangible cannot be substituted and that which we miss out on experiencing with our five senses we categorise as ‘unreal’ or a ‘fantasy’.

I believe there is a sixth sense. Not the sci-fi version of ‘I see dead people’ but rather a sense of faith. Considering a majority of the population on earth believe in a god or some higher power, it’s not exactly easy to deny that when we believe in something, we can’t sense it. Otherwise, why would you believe it if you can’t feel it? There’s that little nagging cricket down in the pit of your stomach telling you that it’s real. It’s something you can’t explain, there’s no way of knowing how or why, but fact of the matter is it’s there and it’s real. THAT is the sixth sense.

Now I’m freaked out Freddie Krueger is going to rip his nails into me tonight.

Moods

Starting something can more often than not be the hardest part of any venture. When I try to envision myself fulfilling a lifelong dream of writing and actually publishing a book, it’s not the beginning of the story that I find myself drawn to – it’s the middle. The part where things start to complicate and the main character has so many issues going on that their head is about to burst. It’s quite difficult to write the lead-up to any climax as the emotions felt by the characters are so complex and varied that it stresses me out trying to help them not to be stressed out. I’m getting stressed right now just remembering the pent up aggravation I felt trying to make it through the final chapters of a story when everyone in the damn book just wanted to go haywire and completely veer from any sense of normality in a fictional story.Phew!

I think this is why I don’t write so much anymore. When things get toodifficult with other peoples lives, as much as I’m a shoulder to cry on, I endup going ‘Stuff this, these are NOT my problems!’ and walk away. When anauthor, you simply can’t do that… and I struggle with that side of things! Why can’t it be easy?